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Thursday, 06 December 2007

Wednesday, 05 December 2007

  • Once bitten, twice shy

    The truth is, I've not completely gotten over him. Agnes, you're so typical, you're so predictable. YOU'RE WEAK. One small thing he says or does can make you think twice about your decision. I thought you said it's Final? But why are you still hesistating now. I hate myself for being so weak and indecisive because of you. 'cause in the first place, you brought my hopes so high, but ended up bringing me down. Once bitten, twice shy. I'm too scared to step into it again. For the time being. Maybe leaving me alone is a good thing.

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    And, school was boring shit. Financial Planning has always been boring and it never fails to WOW me. 'cause I only thought of my plans after school, where we should go on friday, hitting zouk and surprisingly. . I don't know what has got into me. Hahahaha. It must be a joke.

    Dramas are so addictive. And I want to watch The Golden Compass!

Tuesday, 04 December 2007

  • Amazed.

    Oh, so I still mean something to you? Oh, I still exist? Oh, I can't help but be sarcastic to you just now, I'm sorry. You finally came to talk to me, after what seems like, centuries. But I don't know whether baby-ing me and all still mean anything to me. And, to think you can still say you're busy when you're already having your holidays now. HA-HA-HA. Thanks.

    Simonne once asked me to be strong and stick to what I said. I hope I really can. It's over and I'm over with you.

    We skipped school today. Not feeling well, haven't quite recovered from the heavy weights over my shoulders. . My head felt so heavy in the morning. The moment, I got up, my head gave in and fell back onto my pillow again. Too exhasted and too sick of everything. I mean, EVERYTHING. So, what do you take me for, may I ask?

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    Oh, I forgot to mention about the Liverpool match last sunday. It was awesome. Fucking awesome. 'cause they did so well and I'm so proud of them! BUT I MISS ALONSO! RECOVER SOON PLEASE!!!

    I've been watching dramas for the whole of today. No life, I know. But who cares.


Monday, 03 December 2007

  • Period.

    Note to self: It drives me mad and paranoid. "I think I look damn ugly today", "I need to go the washroom again", "Anything, anything?". Enough okay, Agnes Tan. Stop it, it get on my nerves.

    Alright, Event Logistics UT after school and I thought it was rather alright. Hopefully I'll do better this time. Then Simonne and I can't wait to go shopping. After like, probably 5-6 days without serious shopping. Oh my god, I thought we almost died. I went to get my leather case for my Macbook. My baby. "You've been a bad boy, I'm going to throw you away. You're so fucking heavy la!!!". I can't take the weight anymore. It's seriously killing me. Here's a shoutout from Simonne and I: Anyone willing to carry our laptops when we're out? We seriously need some.

    Then, I bought my Givenchy mascara. It's so damn cool and good. After which, we decided to start our search for the Lovebox. It's damn hip and cool. Ready to use anywhere anytime, mummy and daddy will assume it as a candy box. So, no worries people. Leave it in your bag for as long as you want. (But Nic say I'm siao )

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    2 more weeks to holidays. I can't fucking wait. And 2 more weeks to ZOUK! HELL YEAH. I miss the clubbing scene and sounds, getting high, dancing, dancefloor, grinding and hot people.

Saturday, 01 December 2007

  • Currently Listening
    Saosin
    By Saosin
    Time after time(Acoustic)
    see related

    Nightmare.

    /EDITED!

    You-tubing, Saosin-ing, online-shopping and eating. Fuck, I'm home. I'm home on a Saturday. Tonight's going to be Reuben's birthday celebration and I'm not going. I feel like a shithead. Seriously. Sorry once again, darling. Beer on me, soon

    My sweet sister, Serene Tan got me the blue dress that I wanted. Haha! How sweet. And when she asked me where's hers and I say, "It's still lost in my pool of thoughts. . But I will find it soon.". Lol. And she'll be out of town next week, for some school trip. What the fuck. I want to go overseas too!!!! Singapore's boring me. Gosh, I need shopping.

    And I had a nightmare, I guess I didn't sleep well. It's weird how people whom you always hang out with, always end up in nightmares. And it freaks me out. Big time. And now, I can feel this shiver running down my spine. AH, Simonne. Haha, I contracted your nightmare disease.

    Someone please open another Threadless spree 'cause there's this top I love so much. Liverpool vs Bolton, tomorrow. I can't wait!!


    For the next two weekends. . PEOPLE PLEASE TAKE ME OUT. EVERYDAY. Staying home is such a torture. (And I'm not trying to sound pathetic here. I already have plans, my dear friend! Hahaha)

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    Time after time (New favourite!)
    Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick
    And think of you
    Caught up in circles confusion
    Is nothing new
    Flashback warm nights
    Almost left behind
    Suitcases of memories,
    Time after

    Sometimes you picture me
    I'm walking too far ahead
    You're calling to me, I can't hear
    What you've said
    Then you say go slow
    I fall behind
    The second hand unwinds

    If you're lost you can look and you will find me
    Time after time
    If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
    Time after time

    After my picture fades and darkness has
    Turned to gray
    Watching through windows you're wondering
    If I'm OKAY
    Secrets stolen from deep inside
    The drum beats out of time

    If you're lost you can look and you will find me
    Time after time
    If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
    Time after time

    You said go slow
    I fall behind
    The second hand unwinds

    If you're lost you can look and you will find me
    Time after time
    If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
    Time after time
    . . .Time after time
    Time after time
    Time after time
    Time after time